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Life is a game!

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Zindagi adhoori h... Kitna kuch sikha deti h na jindagi,  Kabhi akele khanaa b nhi bhata tha  Or aaj akele hi khaate h Kabhi akela reha nhi jata tha Aaj akele hi rhlete h Kabhi thodi si musibat aate hi pareshaani aate hi rona shuru kr dete the, chillana shuru kr dete the, ghar ko sir pe utha lete the, dosto ko tang krdia krte the,  Aaj khud ko khud hi smbhal lete h Or hotho pe muskan leke sabke samne nikalte h Kabhi sabpe ankh band krke bhrosha krlia krte the  Aaj koi jaan b dene ko tyaar hojaye to vishwas nhi hota Kabhi jindagi bohot khubsurat lga krti thi srf jiya krte the Aaj jindagi ke acche bure dono pehlu dikh gye h Kal tak dosto ke sath subh se shyam kab hojati thi pta hi nhi chlta tha, Aaj chaardiwari me khud ke liye hi fursat nhi h.  Kabhi jyada socha nhi jata tha,  Aaj har baat pe overthinking hojati h Kal tak sab apne lga krte the Aaj musibat me srf vo chand log hi apne lgte h jisme hmara har phase dekha ho, hmara accha hmara bura hmara gussa lek...

Broke-up!

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I brokeup, brokeup not just from a so called relationship, but also from my trust, my faith in love, my passion for listening songs, watching movies and serials.  Nahi hoti yr ab himmat songs sunane ki kyuki iski lyrics bilkul relatable lagti h. I brokeup from everything I had. Today, many thoughts are coming into my mind. Thought of suicide, thought of living alone, thought of never trusting someone, thought of living alone forever, thought of run away from the house. I know no one will understand my pain. But in this situation I am here, I have decided not to give up. I will never give up. Loosing a fake person is a gain not a loss. Everyone near you, everyone who pretend they care for you, the words that we just trusted blindly. Please never do that. Nobody is yours.  Just take care of them who cares about you, not less not more. After breakup, we all need a person whether that person is a member of family, whether a friend who can understand you but I have no one. I can no...